I was so lazy to get my ass out of the bed so I reached my phone. I checked for any updates on facebook and twitter. Well, facebook and twitter are very important social networking websites nowadays. To me it's not that they are really important, but I think I need it to know my friends' updates, in a good way I mean. I don't stalk strangers, I only "stalk" my friends. Because I live so far way and my friends tend to forget me if they have got anything.
Okay, so on twitter, I read M tweet, about how she and her boyfriend was skyping until morning. And H tweet, about how she went drving with her boyfriend. Suddenly I was so green with envy.
You know, I'm very a traditional girl. I like those stuff. I like talking on the phone til morning, I like skyping. I like to go driving to nowhere. I like to go to beach to watch sunset or sunrise, or even just walking along the beach. I like to watch movies. I really like those stuff and most important, I like to do those stuff with my boyfriend (whoever my boyfriend is). But sadly, my ex boyfriend doesn't like those stuff.
Sometimes you can read someone if you know that someone for at least 2 years. You can just feel it. So yeah, I think I can read my ex boyfriend. When we were still in a good relationship, I always though he didn't love me anymore. I tried to keep this relationship and I didn't want to give up. But everything has to come to an end and we broke up last week. Yeah, I gave up.
After the broke up, I chatted with my friends and told them everything. And my friends believe that:
A : Nang bena ada orang sik suka dikaco time tido tapi tok gerek dikpun call ba!
M : Kau nangis-nangis nektok sik guna. Maybe nya nektok gik happy and sik rasa apa-apa pun.
S : Tandah jak eh. Laki mun dah ego tinggi gilak nang gia. Nang sik kedak dalam novel.
After chatted with them, now I think I can accept the truth although my heart is still in pieces. My friends are trying to pick up the pieces with me, but it's just me who refuses to. Because I'm too weak to see the pieces and glue everything together.
