last two days he messaged me and told me how i never changed, i always want everything to be done like what i want. so i admitted, yes i never changed, i'm still the old me. i told him, at least i haven't changed. then he never replied me again and i felt like WINNING! haha. ok, i won't write how bad he was to me or what i don't like about him here. let's play cool guys. :)
there's just this one thing that bothers me. i think like, why life is like that, why people act like that. do you wanna know what is that one thing? haha. ok, actually i was thinking why people always only remember about bad things. why never the good things? he said i always want everything to be done like what i want. he still remembers that. but why he doesn't remember that i always put him and everyone in my list of priorities. i'm not that selfish. :( trust me. when everyone kirum barang, walaupun annoying i still buy them. if i ask someone to buy me something, i always give extra as upah. but why people are so blind?
i still remember my friends and i were planning for a picnic. but unfortunately, i had to go back to kampung. my mom is always like, always plan last minute so that's what happened. because i couldn't go, so the plan was kinda ruined, they blamed me. but i already did my part. i asked everyone who wanna join, i planned about the food, the setting and stuff. so i thought, they could just go. they could just proceed without me. because of one small mistake they had blaming me like forever. but how plan-plan yang jadi lamak tok. sikda pun mok berik kredit.
that's sad. but i know this happens to everyone. sometimes when people know i dont mandik for one whole day, they assume i ceridak. but how about the day before or two days before or the day after. mandik bah. sik alu lekat ceridak.
so yeah. that's people. that's life. how cruel. :(
