haha. jokes. i won't say i'm a blogger. i think to be called as a blogger is like to hold some responsibility. it's like a job or something. well, i just read bout gambit on twitter. i just feel weird with certain people. he "merepak" about these specific bloggers only. but people who write something like me (nonsense things) pun boleh terasa? aiehh. how come? i dont terasa. in fact i dont feel like he's talking about me at all. haha. sapalah aku tok mok orang klaka pasal aku. haha. i'm a loser, i know.
it's just that, people cepat melatah. cool la man. i mean, its nothing. video clip ya terok gney pun, rilek la. that's their job. that's what they have to do. when i first saw that video clip, i also felt like meremang bulu roma. but you don't have to blame the director, the singer and actor. you know, its hard to please everyone. maybe to them, the video looks cool. but not to us.
i used to apply a very very very thick make up when i was 16 years old (i dont know how to apply make up, beautifully. true story!). when i was applying it, i thought, "wow this looks nice", "this colour would be great on me" etc. just imagine, i went to a date with thick make up. i thought it looked good. i thought i was the pretties person at that place, that time. haha. but actually that's what i thought only. evryone didn't think they same, they just were not dare enough to let me know. i just know about this recently (abot 2-3 months back), that my ex boyfriend (this story!) thought my make up didn't look good. haha. the real story is, my face looked like this.
hey i adore marilyn manson. but imagine a girl like me, wear something like this. it's a turn off, huh? so yeah, chill man. i know its not easy to please everyone. so, relax.
