so i've been thinking, what are actually things that people don't know about me. i have been asked by myself (yes, i'm a loner), what are they actually? something that only know. something that only few of my friends know.so now, i want to list down 10 things that my friends don't know about me.
01. a very shy person. yes, true. some of my friends think i'm siktauk malu kind of person. sometimes mok tanyak something kat kaunter pertanyaan pun rasa malu. i'm also a camera shy person. i'm not bluffing.
02. a sensitive person. even a small thing, like not replying my message, can make me butthurt. my friends always think i'm a cool person. nganok aku gney pun, i remain cool-headed. but deep down, you never know. but the weird thing is, i never feel sad when people fforget my birthday. because i always think, birthday isn't big deal. doesn't matter.
A: hey B. whats up?
B: hey A. can you call me again later? i'm very busy right now.
A: T.T
true story.
03. rebellious. some say, maybe because i'm a middle child, i always tend to do something rebellious. sometimes i feel like stealing stuff in supermarkets. but i havent done that, dont worry. but i always "steal" a lot of creamers from mcd. haha. oh ya, when my parents say i have to reach home before 10. i always break their rules by going home at 10.30 or even 11. bad atul.
04. a last minute person or in other word, i'm a procrastinator. i always try to start doing my assignment a week before the due date. so far, i never get problem with that.
05. a grumpy person. yes, i'm a grumpy person. you never know.
06. i dont like sharing. i actually hate it when people want to share some stuff with me. i dont care whether the stuff is mine or them. i just hate sharing. but my friends semua suka main share.
07. and of course, i hate when people borrowing my stuff. you can say, i'm lokek. almost all of my friends are never-know-how-to-return-back kind of people. so thats why. and i have this friend, she likes to borrow my stuff, even my make up, my baju, everything. but the problems are, she never knows how to return them back, and we are not even have the same sizes. when i went to her room that day, i could see 70% stuffs in her room are mine. whaddaheck man.
08. i dont want to get married. this is the weird thing about me. i can see that girls around my age, easily to get excited over marriage. but i'm not. i always hear they say, sik sabar eh mok nikah. whatthehell. i dont like to attend weddings. seriously hate. the only thing i like about weddings is food. nyaman. i always think, can i have a partner without getting married. like mat sallehs, boyfriend-girlfriend boleh diam sama and act as husband and wife, tapi belom nikah.
09. i dont like reading. i'm lazy, well said. :) but because of my glasses, my friends think i'm a nerdy person. haha. but nahhhh.
10. i like to be alone. i used to say this before, being alone and being lonely are two different things. i wanna be alone without feeling lonely. but everytime i feel like wanna be alone, my friends confirm call and ajak keluar. i need my own time.
