Tuesday, July 12, 2011

My Country

have you watched the video about the police and bersih? i just watched it, just now. it was scary. i thought it wasnt that scary. i remember on that day i went to tunaz to fetch my sister, i went to pasar minggu. so i didnt really care with what was happening that time. sorry, im really a lousy citizen. forgive me.

as a normal citizen, i really dont know who to trust. goverment says, we are good they are bad, and the another party says the same thing. we just absorb what the medias feed us. after i watched news on that day, i believed in government. and now after i watched that video, i think government is bad and bersih just wanted to do the right thing. i dont hate the goverment sides, and i dont love them too. i dont know. sometimes i dont feel like malaysian. im just an ordinary person who lives in malaysia. because sometimes malaysian goverment treat foreigners better. i think because they just wanna have good impressions from outside world.

i dont know what to say anymore. lets just sleep.

ps: my grammar and words structure are the worst. i just dont have mood to check and fix em.