do you ever encounter the situation when someone suddenly ignores you. you dont have even 0.01% clue why the person doing that to you. and it hurts, isnt it?
i have known this person since i was small. so just now i had to go to town centre to attend a meeting. the meeting ended at 8, i think. but my lecturer said you could go even before the meeting ends. this person, lets say D, said that she planning to go somewhere around the town centre. so first she asked whether i wanted to join or not, but i said no because i didnt have money. then she was like persuading me and bla bla bla then she said she would pick me up. so i said ok.
about 10 mins later, she called me and said where was i. she waiting for me in front of the town centre. at that time i was still in the town centre. from the phone call, i could sense she was not in a good mood. i mean like, kedak malas-malas mok jawab when i asked where she parked the car. when i reached her at the car she didnt talk to me at all. until now.
i feel so unfair. i dontknow why she acts like that. i didnt do anything wrong. if she having the bad mood just because she had to pick me, why she asked whether i wanted to go or not. i said no in the first place what. very unfair, you know. if i do something wrong, just let me know. so everything will be ok then. dont just keep it like that. because it's not going to affect just you, but your surrounding too.
and some girls, always blame the pms and period when having the bad mood. i think it's not true. not entirely true. it's not always because of those two. i always believe everyone can control their emotions. D always blames the pms. i think you just hate me, not because you're having pms.
you had choice to not pick me up. you had choice to not tell me that you were going there. why some people are like this. just let it out. i feel like giving up already to communicate and to bercampur with these kind of people. mun dah sik suka, padah jak sia. sik pelu la mok ignore orang gia.
because when someone suddenly ignoring you, it makes you think what you have done, what is actually happening. end up you keep thinking bout it for few days. insane. malas dah mok melayan olah orang gia. lak dilayan makin jadi. the first time when i encountered with this situation, i cried like mad. because i thought i really did something wrong but actually i didnt. so now this kind of thing just makes me feel so angry. mun mok berbad mood ya boh nyusah orang. betul sik? bad mood kau dikpun sia. boh mok ignore orang bila orang tanyak.
