i feel like writing but i dont have any idea what to write. i'm not creative, that's why. people always tell me, just write what you think. but the problem is, i think a lot that even myself cant catch up with my brain. like in history exam, i'm writing about parameswara but my brain has already moved on to datuk maharaja lela. shit brain, chill. lets me finish with parameswara first then we go together and think about datuk maharaja lela.
i just realised it recently that i really dont like it when people end their sentences with lah. example:
A: hey is this okay?
B: aoklah. oklah ya.
i dont know, it just, sounds rude. but it still depends on the situation and intonation. if they say, masuklah masuklah. jangan malu-malu. that's totallly ok. oklah, moving on.
last monday, a guy, A, sat next to me. he borrowed a note from a guy, B, who sat in front of him. then five minutes later, A asked B whether he could copy the notes or not, but B said NO. that was just mean and awkward. i felt very awkward because i was the witness of everything. i really dont know how to explain but if you guys were there, you would understand. because the situation wasnt this simple. when B said no, it was like sooo omg i dont know how to describe. after B said it, A was like whaattt *cries*.
